I figured out a long time ago that its a huge waste of time to make resolutions. Everyone is excited to make them and then in the first month or two, you just say eff it.
So I’m making some goals.
I really want to get to my goal weight. This year I was able to get down to 160 lbs and I felt great amazing. I really did. But I was still in the over weight category. I want to get to 136 lbs by Dec 31. I’m pretty sure I can do this. I would like to be in a size 8 jean but I know realistically that may not happen because I do still need to get my legs done in the skin removal process from losing so much weight.
I’m getting married this year! I’ve had to post pone it two years now because of pregnancy, almost dying, and I’m done with waiting. July 22 of this year I will get married to my best friend. I will have my dress and I will party like its 1999.
I will finish or at least get a good portion of my degree in photography done at NYIP this year. I will begin portfolio building and excel the best I can.
I plan on being more “present” online, meaning that I want to really get this blog going and to keep it going. I want to become active on social media and be able to keep it going and build and online presence and voice.
I want to become the best version of myself this year. And I want to make sure that its for purely selfish reasons. I want to truly change the way I see the world and react to the world around me. I want to be a better example to my children, for myself. I just feel like now that I’ve healed from the medical nightmare that’s gone on for the past two years I can move on with my life.
I just hope I can move on with my life and that my gut isn’t right and that the genetic predisposition for Fibromyalgia hasn’t fully set in like my OBGYN said it would. I fear thought that he is right, and that it has set in. I will fight like hell to keep most of the pain at bay for as long as I can.