Brutal honety

I’ve been so obsessed with getting down to ONEderland that I’ve missed the bigger picture. Self sabotage. I have been making poor food choices and I’ve been very emotional, because I don’t feel sexy, I don’t feel beautiful. I felt awesome yesterday when I did […]

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I don’t even know.

My anxiety has blown out of proportion lately. Its no secret that I am on disability because of mental health reasons, a lots of them.I’ve been medication free for 5 years and thought I had been doing rather well. I went through with the gastric […]

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Mudbog weekend!

Last weekend to celebrate my one year surgiversy I went camping with Cory, TJ, J, K and J.G. and their two kids. We went around to Middleburg PA to Diamond S Mudbog. I’d never been mudding before, but camping -that I can do! We got […]

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One year Surgiversy!

A year ago today (May 18th) I was on my way to Geisinger in Danville, starving and scared. I got checked in and of course tested for pregnancy, and after a negative test I was given that god aweful purple gown and the IV and […]

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What a difference a year makes

Today, one year ago I was getting ready for my pre-op for gastric bypass. My Father took me down this trip because I was having extensive blood work taken and tests and such so they wanted to have a driver for me. One year ago […]

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The fashion industry hates fat people.

I remember what it was like not being able to fit into anything but moo moo dresses. You now those ugly unflattering, no form patterned dresses that are cut to cup the boobs because as everyone knows ever fat girl is tall which huge ta-tas. […]

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I was late (TMI)

Growing up I got diagnosed with poly cystic ovarian syndrome something that pained me from day one. I was put on a fertility drug to regulate my periods until it no longer worked then I was put on Ortho Tri Cyclen a birth control pill. […]

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AT&T resolution (hopefully)

So remember how I posted about AT&T here and here? Well after talking to them for a month over, and over, and over again we finally got bumped up to the customer care commitment team were we were told over and over again that it […]

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I think I over did it.

So I was put on light duty, nothing over 5 lbs, nothing that involves me twisting, bending, and absolutely no laundry carrying. Well yesterday I felt alright, so I went into town and got the stuff i needed for the month, and today I went […]

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Happy Day is Happy

So while I felt like total crap most of the day, I pushed myself to go to Rite Aid  to get my medication and we went to the Family Dollar to pick up body wash, I ended up getting Dial Coconut Water blend and some […]

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